million little stories

2010-11-28T06:14:00.001-08:00

Yes, blood ties are so important.
'SO IMPORTANT' that you lied to family just for a guy you met online.
Stop blaming me for breaking your family because you are the main cause behind all these.
Still wana push e blame to me?
Didnt you realise you are the root of all these problems?

Yea...karma will get me...YEAH right! Jus because we are trying to keep u safe?
Seriously, I have nv meet anyone as desperate as you before. NEVER!
One name for you, keep this in mind!
You're a Desperate bitch.
Oh ya! Please dont describe yourself as glamorous! Because I find you pitifully pathetic!

2010-11-22T04:04:00.001-08:00

Please lah use more of your brain!

Whats the point of having a brain & don't use it. -.-

2010-11-21T05:40:00.001-08:00

You want us to understand but never tell us ur reasons..

How are we suppose to be conceived in your doings?

You keep blaming us for ruining your life.

When all we want is to keep you safe.

Though your birth date is the last day of the year, it doesn't mean you can behave childishly forever.

It is just funny when your younger brother is so much more sensible than you.

Are you even in your right mind when you decided on your trip?

Seriously, up till now I still can't find any good excuse to cover your act.

Like always, you accused us from hurting you. Blaming anything you could for the unfortunate things in your life.

But do you know you're very lucky to have so many people who cares about u? & Wad you're doing now will hurt them like hell?

Please~ Spare a thought to them.

You may disregard our concerns and friendships. Its alright. We take it all..

Reason very simple, we love you as a friend.

We weren't the one who let you go. You left us here.. & we'll always be right here.. If you want you can always turn around and walk to us..

2010-11-16T07:37:00.001-08:00

Start to dislike her... For no particular reason.

I guess we shouldn't be that close anymore.

2010-11-10T18:02:00.000-08:00

You always think that you can hide your unhappiness towards people,

but sorry I know it all...

I hate it when I read ur O.S.

You always think that you place others before you, Im sorry you're not.

Have you ever try puttin yourself in our shoes before you judge & get angry w us?

You never fail to feel that you're being used by us. Do u understand sometimes I feel that way too?

Most of the time, I just feel that my concern for you weren't appreciated at all...

Seriously, we aren't as fortunate as you. We can't afford that kind of life you are living.You get it?

Everyone is imperfect & that includes you..

You have flaws hanging out from you as well..

I accept it all from u because I love you as my fren.

So please, stop hurtin anyone of us again.

2010-09-22T09:44:00.001-07:00

Take a step back, back to friendship

Jenny is the greatest guy I've ever met..

& I'm really grateful that I gt to know him.

We'll make it through. This too shall pass..

I'm happy that it happened before..

Thanks for everything.

Dearest boy, you'll always be my baby.

---- I love you. Bye baby =)

2010-09-21T21:50:00.000-07:00

Hi guys! Today is Lantern Festival also named as Yuan Xiao Festival.

Which means full moon is seen in a New Year..

Don't know if I'll be able to catch e full moon tonight..Hope it won't be a cloudy night!

Allow me to briefly explain this day,

e meaning behind this festival is reunion.

When everyone gets tgt & celebrate.

It is also a moment for lovers! (It's a long story to tell so check online yourself ah! Hahaha...)

Alright, wish all of u will enjoy urself tonight w ur love ones! BUAI!

2010-09-20T20:11:00.000-07:00

This somehow tells my story..

The hardest thing to do on earth is bidding goodbye..

This too shall pass...

˙ʎqɐq noʎ ǝʌol ı ˙ǝɯ ǝʇɐɥ ʇ'uop ǝsɐǝld

2010-09-13T00:09:00.000-07:00

I had a dream.
In my dream my sis and I were having our dinner. We chit-chatted like nobody business.. We were so damn happy.
When I woke up I realised its been quite some time since she had contacted me.
So I called her. No one pick up..
I missed her real badly.
When she was in Singapore we would see each other everyday.
We took dinner together almost all evenings.
We went shopping every Saturday.
We slept on the same bed & share our each single and stupid details of our daily life.
Whenever I have problems or anything upset me..She nv fail to cheer me up & suggest gd ideas to my problems.
Now she had gone to Canada..All these little things we had together were gone as well...
Sis, I know you'll read this. I miss you. Please contact us soon....

2010-09-10T00:11:00.000-07:00

ELLO!

You know who's this guy?

Okay, for peep who dunnoe. He is 嚴爵!

One of my fav singer and composer. SUPERB!

All of his songs are well written and he got a veh nice voice tone!

I just love the way he carries out his songs!

He is not only talented in music, he got a really cute personality!!

Seriously adorable!

He is super shy, veh down to earth and a little bit of dippy-ness.

Simply, a simple minded young man!

I swear I have never like a singer so so much. He is the first boy and maybe the last in my life?

LOL! Sounds so absurd. But yea... I like him alot. =D

I strongly believe that he'll be one successful man in this music industry.

All the best 嚴爵!

Now let's listen to one of his songs!

2010-09-07T07:06:00.000-07:00

This post is written for a bastard.
I don't know if he will be able to read this but if he know Im referring to him then that'll be great!

I know your relationship with her is getting unhappy.
No matter how many wrong doings she had done she doesn't deserve this kinda treatments from you.
I agree she was sometimes way too extreme but as a man you shouldn't have pushed her!
Though the girl and I are jus acquaintance, I can really feel her love for you is stronger than anyone can feel for you.
YES, she was wrong. Her biggest mistake was falling for you.

Besides KC, you're the top one bastard on earth.
P.S. Stop making bad remarks of her! I will kindly kick your left side ass and make sure you can nv balance yourself while sitting.

2010-09-03T05:45:00.000-07:00

Life has been a sucker for the past few days!

I have been staying home for revision these days & I think Im gona turn into a book worm very soon...

2 more weeks! Just to more weeks! Bear with it wenting! JIA YOUS!

2010-09-01T10:12:00.000-07:00

I called my grandpa today & I was updated with all the uneventful incidents happening to him.

It s been really long since I visited 'em.. I am just so upset with myself.

I know I shouldn't have written my family matter here

but I really need a place to vent my emotions on...

2010-08-28T00:05:00.000-07:00

Saw a pics we took at vivo. (Tagged by Jox)
It really brought back loads of sweet memories we had.

I really miss those secondary school days..
When we will gossip and make fun of one another during recess
When we will stay back in school just for board games and chit chats
When we will rush to lot one for long hours of dinner
We were so simple minded so happy-go-lucky so care-free

Though we aren't able to meet that often, I strongly believe that we are getting more bonded!
I love you, balloons!
We shall meet up soon k? I really miss the balloons!

2010-08-24T11:46:00.000-07:00

Girl: If love is blind.... then how did it find us?
Boy: Love isn't blind. I can see your flaws and love your imperfections.
Girl: AWW... -Melt-

Hahaha...

I know I shouldn't be here at this hour! Im gona sleep soOn.
My eye is in fcuking pain..Seeing doc tml!

Okay... Im getting too retarded lately.
Its time to start on my revision soon! JIAYOUS!

2010-08-23T11:53:00.000-07:00

忘不了的你

明知道我不该爱你为什么好像有联系
我也曾决意想忘记一转眼偏又想起你
明知道我不该爱你为什么好像有回忆
我也曾决意想忘记一转眼偏又想起你
你莫非有魔力总叫我怀念你怀念着你的情意
你莫非有魔力总叫我盼望你盼望着和你在一起
明知道我不该爱你为什么好像有回忆
我也曾决意想忘记一转眼偏又想起你
明知道我不该爱你为什么好像有联系
我也曾决意想忘记一转眼偏又想起你
明知道我不该爱你为什么好像有回忆
我也曾决意想忘记一转眼偏又想起你
你莫非有魔力总叫我怀念你怀念着你的情意
你莫非有魔力总叫我盼望你盼望着和你在一起
明知道我不该爱你为什么好像有回忆
我也曾决意想忘记一转眼偏又想起你

Im always into old songs..
This is one of my fav.

This feeling is really kind of weird..
Should I call it off so to end everything in a wonderful good note?
Because I know this won't last forever..
Im truly afraid to face the outcome.

2010-08-19T22:35:00.000-07:00

"Sorry" use to be the hardest word for many people.
However, it seems like there's increasing trend of usage nowadays..

I don't really like the idea of apologizing now..
people tend to push their faults away easily just by saying sorry..
They think that it is a way to get themselves away from troubles.
WHAT FOR?!
Please then keep those sorries in your freaking ass-hole.

My way of saying sorry,
Step 1: You did something wrong & had brought misfortune to others.
Step 2: You realise your mistake.
Step 3: Understand the ways you can amend & improves.
Step4: Never allow yourself to repeat your fault again!
Step5: Apologize.

Though by apologizing can't let you turn back the time and erase those bad deeds you did.. It can prevent the past from haunting you again.

So please don't easily apologize to me because it makes me puke.

2010-08-15T05:31:00.001-07:00

HELLO PEEPOO!
I jus updated my list of songs here!
Do enjoy yea!
I will be back real soon!
BYE!

2010-08-12T01:37:00.000-07:00

The cutest boy on earth

I have always wanted to post this but im kinda lazy..
Finally I have this 'posting' mood right now! Hahaha...
The 1st time I saw him was from the movie 'speed scandal'
& since then he left me a super deep impression!
Here are some photos of him!
Oh ya his name is Wans Seok Hyun!!!!

Ain't he cute?!
AWWW... -melts-
I bet he'll be every girls' prince charming in less than twenty years time!
Do check him out yea?!

Hmmm...I think I will write a post on my top ten hottest men next time round!
Once the feel starts it s hard to turn off! Mua hahaha =S
So stay tune yaw?! Hahahaha... *wink wink*

2010-08-08T03:58:00.000-07:00

I am sorry that I can't be the one this time..

'Brave front' These words which haunt me all the time.
I desperately needa runaway now. PLEASE! I promise it won't take long..
Its so suffocating!
This kind of feelings are indescribable. As words are words after all..

2010-08-03T19:16:00.000-07:00

I feel upset whenever my friends are unhappy.
For no particular reason I can feel the pain they're suffering..
I understand it all.. That's why I'll feel the way they feel.
I know very well that I cnt help much..& this feelings just suck alot.
But the only thing I can promise all my friends is no matter wad happens to 'em, they'll not be alone.
I love you, my friends. C:

2010-07-23T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hello I am back again!

Ytd was the SP spotlight semi-final.
I was one of the contestants!
& I sang Tanya's Beautiful Love.
Fortunately, everything went smoothly for me!
Never in my life I expected myself to perform on stage alone...
I am really very happy that I made it! It was really a break through for me!
I had achieved my goals for this competition.
1st goal: Overcome my super serious stage fright.
2nd goal: Dedicate this song to Jenny.

Though I didn't manage to get into the final, I feel very contented still.
Thanks Jenny for coming! I really didnt expect your support. <3
Hope you love the song specially for u!
This competition will definitely add more spice and memories to my poly life!

2010-07-19T22:34:00.000-07:00

Read through this article which talks about people taking up courses to learn how to be happy.

Ain't you find it saddening?

I find it pathetic.

2010-07-17T21:06:00.000-07:00

I have a friend whom told me that he finds his life is like a routine (very boring)..
He feels like he is doing the same old things everyday.
He is lost now..
Don't find him being too emo.. He wasn't like this previously.
He used to wake up in the morning telling himself, "Yippee! Its a brand new day!"
I can totally understand his feelings..
Let me put this in a simpler way for u guys..

When we were young, the moments before we slept we would anticipate on our upcoming fulfilling sunrise.. we expect ourselves to experience and learn more new and funnier things on our following day. We always woke up with full of expectations and happiness..
We were so innocent.. soo naive.. we believed in everything we were told.

However, when time goes by we knew what we were taught and told are not 100% precise..
We fell many times got hurt many times.. We either learn from our mistakes or we repeat our wrong doings and get hurt again..
Out of all.. I am very sure of one thing everyone of us will definitely realise is that the world ain't as perfect as what we used to think of.. It jus becomes uglier and uglier each day..

Yes! We are doing things that are almost exactly same as each and other days..
You may try doing something different?
But you'll just make ur life more difficult by keep on thinking of the new things u can try on for every single day..
Dude! This is reality & its ain't sweet.
Warning: Our life will get more horrible in our near future (Its not going to get better!) Think of those taxes, interest rate etc.

Wadeva it is.. In a lighter note, its still a bliss that we are alive! 'CHANCE'

2010-07-10T05:58:00.000-07:00

I am trying very hard to be optimistic in everything i view right now.
Trust meeeee...
I guess I've to stay in sch till late night almost everyday 4 this wk... YAY! -.-
*trying to be an optimism*
=D

2010-07-07T09:15:00.000-07:00

Hello peepo! Annual Performance is FINALLY over!
Means NO MORE insomnia!!!
Hahaha I am really happy not cus its over.. But more lyk i gained alot of things frm this event.

Honestly, I felt real empty after the performance..Idk how to describe e feelings.. Its lyk.. After such a long time & hell loads of effort we put in..Everything just ended in less than 2hs? You noe...its so sudden?
Suddenly, no more rehearsal.. no more jamming session... no more clementi supper.. no more etc etc etc...

I actually miss those times we had tgt! & I real hope tt we'll be able to sustain this kinda relationships between one another longer...

Its so empty here... EMPTY.

On a heavier note, Im feelin kinda frustrated right now..
Frustrated in everything & anything.
Is this PMS? or am i jus getting sick & tired of the world is becoming to...
'Realistic' is the word Im learning to get hold now.

2010-06-30T12:36:00.001-07:00

2 more days! We only left 2 more days! & everything is soO CHUI!
My singing CHUI
My acting CHUI
My volume CHUI
HOH NO! CHUI CHUI CHUI! & I do nt have enuf sleep!

2010-06-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

I realised the AP is e main reason that cause my insomnia these few nights.
Whenever I closed my eyes I will see myself falling down on the stage, forget the lyrics & my lines etc.
Basically..I will imagine all the WRONG doings I will commit on stage..
I just feel lyk giving up!!
All those trainings had killed all my confidence in singing & acting.
I can really die on e spot when I hear my voice coming out from those speakers.
Super disgusted.
& I cnt act! I dunnoe how to act lyk how they act.
When I try to be sad & serious in my acting the rest just cnt stop laughing..
Idk wads so funny!
I think Im jus born to be a comedian.
FUCK!

2010-06-21T11:26:00.000-07:00

Its almost 3am & Im still lyk here wide awake.
Just can't get myself to sleep..
I have been in insomnia for consecutive 3 days?
Really hate being awake at this hour..Nth much for me to do or in another word im lazy to do anything at this time.
Im super sleepy & tired but I jus cnt sleep!!!!URGH!
Hmmm... @$#@W%$%
KILLS!

2010-06-20T11:12:00.000-07:00

Ways to know you're about to get dumped.

Have you noticed that your bf's calls were less frequent, & he kept being 'busy'. No matter how hard you try to make things better it just won't work?

Forget it babe! Just dump him before he does.

Why would you want a guy whom doesn't want you?!

1st way: He's less into one-on-one time

If he starts to avoid romantic time with you like start inviting another couple to the dates or he makes a fast exit at the end of the night..(Chemistry & feelings btwn 2 of u have faded)

2nd way: He drags his feet

If ur guy isn't excited abt making plans for the future, it could be because he's not sure he wants one. He might agree to watch a concert with you next month but he never actually asks for the day off or checks Sistic for prices. (He's not invested into this relationship)

3rd way: He doesn't have time to talk

When you were his top priority, he wanted to hear every details of your day. Now he focused on other stuff so he might glanced at your text but not respond until a few hours later. Or when you call him he just let it go to voicemail. (His priorities have just shifted)

Elisa Benson

When you're together with him, he seems distant. It means he's wishing to be somewhere else. So, just let him fucking go.

2010-06-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

Never say i love you,
if you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings,
if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand,
if you are going to break my heart.
Never say you are going to,
if you don't plan to start.
Never look into my eyes,
if all you do is lie.
Never say hello,
if you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever,
then say you will try.
Never say forever,
cause forever makes me cry.

This is basically my opinion towards LOVE.

I know its very demoralizing and not very positive.

But it s how true...

I am afraid of disappointment so I dun dare to have expectations

I hate tears so I cover them with my smiles

I love to be strong so I hide my flaws

In conclusion, Im a weako.

So spare me from thinking in such a manner. It s the only way to protect myself..

Does this answer readder's question?

2010-06-12T21:24:00.000-07:00

Good noon to my guys & girls!

Im back again but only for a short short while..Lols!

Just here to notify all of yaw my photos slideshow has changed!

These photos are more to recent & they speak more on my current life..

It been years since i updated my slideshow.

Some of em in my slides had left & new ppl joined in this album.

Life is just so interestin & amazin.

U dunnoe who s gg off e next min

& will nv expect this particular person to get into ur circle.

So treasure ur love ones before they're gone alright?

Oh ya! Before I go.. I had also updated my playlist! Enjoy~

2010-06-09T08:45:00.000-07:00

OUR LOVE STORY!

Hello!

Im here to take a short break frm my revision!

So we shall tok abt smth lighter alright?

For the elaboration on previous post..I'll post it very soon!

Im still searchin for an answer!

Reader! It s a very tough question u noe?! TSK! Hahaha...

Alright, in this post i shall share with yaw e story on how i met Jenny Huang.

One fateful night! A stormy night. I fell asleep & then!!

I saw a gorgeous lady wearing a gown with loads of blue crystals..So beautiful!

She has a short silky soft hair..

Her height is about 1.85m

She is super fair..

& she gt a pair of HOT RED lips.. woOsh! Dreamy~

She approached me & asked for my name..

I was too stunned by her beauty so nervous to even talk to her..

"I am Jenny Huang", she said before I can blurt anything out frm my mouth..

*Prom Prom Prom!!!!*

The thunder woke me up! =(

"That was a dream!?"

I was so disappointed at that moment.

So disappointed that I dragged my feet to school the very next day..

When I was on my way up the hill towards our SP business block..

A familiar voice came along!!! 0.0!

"Hey! Hey!"

I turned & saw a very gorgeous beauty standing right behind me.

I almost fainted upon seeing her!

"Jenny Huang?!"

I rubbed my eyes in disbelief..

"Yes! I am Jenny Huang! I have been seeing you in my dream for the past few days! & I have been searching for you! BABY!", she replied.

Without any word I swept off my feet & HUGGED her!!

woO hoO~ *wink wink*

& from there we live happily ever after!

---The end!!!---

2010-06-07T03:42:00.000-07:00

Hi, reader! Thanks for reading my posts.

You had given me a very tough question.. I seriously had a hard time thinking for an answer to it.

BTW, e question is "Do you believe in love?"

Hmmm...Well... Firstly, what do you define love as?

To me, love is a very general word & there's a lot of meanings behind it.

But i guess u r asking more about love btwn couple..

If it is.. My answer is I believe in love.

But theres more to it..& I've no time to explain 'LOVE' further..

We shall con'd this forum soon after my papers alright?

So guys!

My question to u, ' What is love?'

Pls do supply me ur views on it!!!

Million thanks!

2010-06-03T19:49:00.000-07:00

2010-06-02T05:04:00.000-07:00

Do you really want to know e truth behind every lies?

According to University of California, Santa Barbara professor Bella DePaulo everyone lies at least twice a day on average.

Well... My ans to my previous qn is I won't want to know.
In my opinion, lying is an everyday behavior that probably everyone engages in.. Even if I sense that e person is lying I won't try to further pursue for e truth.
If e person is tryin to hide e truth they must have a reason to do so or they're just plain crazy.
So why reveal their ulterior motives?
You thought I dont know & I know you thought I dont know.. Everyone is happy!

& So what if u find out the truth?
Will u be able to take it?
Obviously u will feel upset..
Some people may even become ignorant and pretend not to know anything abt e fact..
Its not that Im totally against on finding out the truth..
Im actually quite supportive if you've e courage to face e reality & improve urself.
BUT only if you're brave enough please! If nt stop whining that ppl are lying to u!

I just find that human beings are very outrageous..
When ppl lies to you, you think they're hypocrites.
But when ppl tell you e truth, you find em very mean & evil..
So what on earth you want?

To me I just have to believe in myself
listen to my heart
& think w my brain..

My religion is individualization.

How abt u? Truth or lies?

2010-05-28T21:31:00.000-07:00

Jox is leavin today!
Received her sms in e midnight.. Was sleepin..
Will miss yaw lots alright?
All e best in ur journey!
Hope by e time u're back u have a clean white & healthy teeth! Hahahaa...

Saw u tt day. Was shocked.
I didnt avoid your eye contact.
The feelin was weird..
We were so close so dependent on each other & now..
we're lyk total stranger.
I miss the times we had.
But i guess we aren't able to return to e way we were anymore..
We said hi & bye. Tt was e last conversation we had.
Friendship is so fragile..

2010-05-26T04:25:00.001-07:00

Alright, I noe I shouldnt be here now.. i still have many things waitin for me to do.
But i really think i have this need to blog abt this..
I really appreciate my girls for their companion all these years.
Please con'd hold on to each other tight tight for our upcomin endless years!!!
I love all of u always & will be forever.
Happy belated bd for Jox & XY.
Some pics of us below!!!

2010-05-25T07:13:00.000-07:00

Yes! It is Maybelline Mascara Vibrator!!
Ok fine! I admit I bought it under my impulsiveness..
BUT i didn't regret at all!
Its super user friendly.
You noe Im those kind thats nt gd in eye make up.
My hands are just nt mine when it comes to make up.
& this mascara helps me a lot!!!
With lyk 1 or 2 brushes my lashes will reach e length & vol I expected.
NOTE: My expected lashes are nt those super long and thick lashes! So for those babes who love super long & thick lashes I dunnoe if it will help much.
It also helps me spread the fibers evenly on my lashes so flies' leg look alike lashes are almost impossible to get. Im jus a Maybelline Mascara fan! =D
Net cost: $29.90/=
Place you can get it: Watson
Grab it while it last! Its limited edition!!! I alrdy have 2! Should i get more?! Hmmm...=S

2010-05-21T01:24:00.000-07:00

How to noe he's secretly in love with u?

1) He uses 'LOVE' word in e conv w u often.
E.g. "I love hanging out with u"
Explanation: When he thinks his feelings for u are love, he'll use e actual word more often.
(He's actually testing out your reaction!)

2) He will try all ways to reach u when he's away.
E.g. Text 'I miss you' to keep your connection with him STRONG.
Explanation: When he is apart from u & doesn't get that same buzz, it legitimately burns him
out. - & he needs a fix.

3) He finger-laces.
E.g. He always intertwine his fingers with yours when he holds your hand.
Explanation: That strong grip is his way of communicating how tight your bond is too.

4) He has routine.
E.g. He'll end your conv with a special good night phrase. "Sweet dream baby. Don't let e bed
bugs bite you!"
Explanation: Those routines reinforce how impt you are to him. If he didn't see a real future
with you, he wouldn't make u such a regular part of his life.

How do you noe e person is the one u love?

Imagine,
You're alrdy in bed on a random night when ur phone buzzes gently & e screen lights up. Suddenly, you're awake, glancing at e screen do u hope it's him/her?

No matter how many zillions of texts you get a day, there's nth like seeing tt particular person's name in your inbox? If e message is good, you'll read it out loud to ur frens. If e message is great, you'll save it & read it when you're in a bad mood. & even if it just says, "Hey", you'll carefully plan all 160 characters of ur reply?

If you all these above apply to u.. You're in love! In love w tt particular person. No doubt.
There's only 2 ways now..

Forget tt person or go for it! Jia yous!

Seventeen

2010-05-18T07:12:00.001-07:00

Peep! I need help!
May all of u help me do this survey? Its for my proj!
I promise all personal info. will be kept confidential!

Link: http://freeonlinesurveys.com/rendersurvey.asp?sid=blzzmb5tg3526p8760249

Please help me! URGENT!
I will love you if u do e survey!
I will love u MORE if u ask ur frens to do it!

2010-05-16T09:51:00.000-07:00

My little cute bro got to noe a young man recently..
His name s Kelvin.
& they turned out to be in a very good good term!
So good that they have to see each other everyday.
So nt surprisingly my bro gave this young man a call today.
"Hello! Dee?...."
I asked him after he ended e call, "I tot his name s Kelvin? Why u call him Dee?"
"We are very close now. Lyk brudders! So we gave each other a nick. I call him Dee & he calls me wayne. Together we are Yong Fa Brudder!!!!" he replied.
*Jaw dropped* I almost die of laughin!!
OMG! Wads gg on with kids nowadays?!!!
Lyk a Yong Fa Brudder! Of all names they chose YongFa!
Dun u find them too creative & talented?!!!
I think both of 'em are born to be entrepreneurs. When they grow up they can set up a company tgt & named it Yong Fa pte. Ltd.

2010-05-13T20:16:00.000-07:00

These few weeks arent peaceful at all..
Many uneventful incidents took place one after another..
I was really down and lost.
But am very glad tt I still have my sweeties whom stayed w me..
I whined I complaint I cried to em & they jus kindly accepted all my rubbishes.Hahaha...
Really thanks alot!
Without yaw i wun survive till now..
I love all of u, my frens! <3

2010-05-09T08:00:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOKO! I Love u loads..

2010-05-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

The best thing ever happened in my life is YOU! My beloved mummy.
I love u real lots.
Happy mother's day!
Planning to cook a feast for her tml!
The food shld be edible bah...Pray pray!

Have not been seeing her much recently.. The feelin is sOo weird.
I still cnt get use to being alone at hme.
I really miss e times we had tgt.
We will sit in e living room have our coffee and chit chat.
We will pillow fight before we sleep.
We will demonstrate kung fu to each other when we are bored.
Bla bla bla...
So many little funny things we will do tgt..
I miss u mummy.
& I LOVE you lyk nobody business! MUACKS!

2010-05-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

Im wrong.
I will get stronger after each time I fall.
Tear less.

2010-05-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

If u noe u're dying wad will u do?
Try all ways to save urself,
Commit suicide,
Do the things tt u always wanted to do,
Spend all ur time left w e person u love or
Jus let urself die slowly and quietly?

Alright, this topic is sick.
Lets forget abt it. Dun share anythin w me.

2010-05-03T04:12:00.000-07:00

I did not learn my lesson after so many bad experiences i went through.
What shld i do now?
I think its time for me to end it.
Im nt going to let myself go through all these shit agn.
I wan it short and sweet..
BYE.

2010-05-01T23:14:00.000-07:00

There are many morals, quotes and understandings on life in this world.
True..They're very well written.
But to me they're plain rubbish.
U only understand the words in every sentences
& u missed out e meanin behind.
Define wads live life to e fullest?
Tell me why life is short & u shld treasure it?
How do you know when u meet some one whos right?
I can tell u very clearly tt no matter how gd ur language is u will nv understand e real meanin behind till u only experience it.
So stop tellin me wad to do, wads gd for me & bla bla
YOU ARE A FAILURE.
cus u cnt convince me how can u even convince urself!

HOT RED

2010-05-01T02:11:00.000-07:00

I should not repeat my mistake.
Im not gg to let it happen agn.

2010-04-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

We were both young when we first met..
So many years later I had changed dramatically
& u are still e same

As a friend,
I accept everything of urs
I appreciate everything u had done
& most imptly love u for who u r
Every time when u were wrong I embraced ur mistakes
Tried my best to be ultimate sensitive

but this time i lost my patience
sorry.. I need to let go
its time for u to learn and grow..

I love u.

2010-04-26T04:10:00.000-07:00

I really have nth better to do at hme so Im here agn..
I guess you ppl shall see me more often these few days.
Hahaha...
Alright, since i have time now lets come up with a list of food that will make u happy after eatin!
Most of the girls i noe love choco & candies etc (Basically all sweet stuffs)
As for guys im not too sure leh... I guess is wine or beer (Basically alcohol?)
Well...For me will be coffee, chilli & red wine
Doubt i will be able to stick to this list for a very long time...
I should start to find my NEW loves for now..
Share w me ur list of fav food alright?!
BUAI!

2010-04-25T22:46:00.001-07:00

POSITIVE thinking can change your life.

2010-04-25T18:02:00.001-07:00

Its been so long since Im left alone at hme..& I will have to get myself adapt to this.
Mum found a job. First time in my life she went outta work..The feelin is so not right.
Every morning when I woke up I will see her with breakfast..
Every time after sch I will see her with lunch or dinner..
Her working time sucks..It disallows me to see her at all!
But if Im able to wait for her I may get to see her after 11pm?
I noe I sounded very dependent on her..
It a REAL fact tt im super overly dependent on her.
Jus pray hard my bro will kindly return hme earlier to accompany me every day after his sch.

I love my mum.

2010-04-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

Im with you. Fret not! <3

2010-04-23T22:35:00.000-07:00

TRUE LOVE CRIMES
You know it's wrong to lie, cheat or snoop. But sometimes, even the best girlfriends make mistakes.
Confession is hard so jus hide?
I think theres no point in hiding.
We are jus so sensitive and clever to noe wads exactly going on..
But there s no need for us to confess.
Love blinds ppl.

I promise to let u suffer if u take any steps further.
=)

2010-04-22T08:32:00.001-07:00

Its difficult to let go, much more difficult to move on.

2010-04-21T23:22:00.000-07:00

Have u ever down with some strange illnesses?
Were u afraid?
What were your reactions after seeing those unexplainable symptoms?
W was calm but she s very afraid to tell her family members abt her situations.
She s not scare of dying but shes fear to see the worry and sad faces on her love ones.
She do not want to consult doctor cus shes afraid of e result
She cnt bear to let this news out to her family members.
What shld W do?!

2010-04-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

I dunnoe if I can do it nt..
Super stressed.
I hate being like this. HATE!
I had lost my passion, faith and confidence..
Very confuse. VERY!
Im chickening out..
Jus call me a chicken.
Dun care anymore.

2010-04-17T17:49:00.000-07:00

Had a long talk with Uncle A few days back..
He told me hell load of his opinions toward life.
I wasnt really listenin but I can still rem he said, "People only regret of what they didnt do and not what they did."
Hmmm... I doubt so. Think carefully! We regret on anything and everything we do or didnt if the outcome isnt wad we had expected.
Sometimes I think senior citizens jus love bull shit us.. -.-

2010-04-16T20:03:00.000-07:00

Decided to update before school reopen..
Ytd was my last day in RC..I will miss em for sure.
Im not excited for school AT ALL..
Timetable jus sucks! Hope our NICE classmates will change the wed tutorial to other days.

2010-04-01T21:59:00.001-07:00

Im really glad to receive ur mail.
I didnt expect you would wish me on my bd.
Hope you'll do great for everything in e near future.
I do treasure our friendship too.. But we can nv be like e way we were.
Thanks for cherishing our friendship. =)

Alright, not many photos were took on my bd & im super lazy to upload em here.
SO! No pic will be attached for this post. SORRY!
Most importantly,
I will like to make use of this opportunity to thank everyone that wished and celebrated my bd!
THANK YAW!
Will be updating soon NOT..I guess?
Very busy!

2010-03-13T21:16:00.000-08:00

I shall write a post before it strikes twelve tonight.
Today will be my last day of 18..
Time passes so fast!
Feeling so depress while typing every words now..
My first wish for my bd is 'I'll never gets OLD'
The rest of the wishes will keep it to myself =X
Not telling u! Lalala =P
In the past 18 yrs many things had happened to me.
I had gone through maybe a little more than I should have.
But still…Im very fortunate!
I love everyone in my life now..Very grateful to have all of u with me.
Well..I guess my following posts will be filled pictures!
So stay tune yaw?! Hahaha…
To me: Happy last day of 18!

2010-03-05T20:26:00.000-08:00

Im back agn!
Im done with all my papers!
Thought I could enjoy my '3days' holi but I fell sick!
Ass rite? Super ass man!
Hais...Canceled many dates and meet outs...
Thinkin back on wad happened to me these few days...Im actually kinda suay.
I injured my arm when I dun even noe how i managed to injure it.
I laughed so hard tt I banged my head on e wall twice? Now theres a big bump on my head.
I slipped and fell when Im playin catchin w my bro..
I almost chocked to death when I was havin my dinner last nite..
I fell sick and it leads to skin rashes..Red dots are all over my body. Super itchy and painful!
How am i suppose to go for my itp with these red dots!!! T.T
Oh man!
Wad else will happen to me?!
Scary~
Peep pls pray hard with me tt everythin will go well for me!!!
May god bless me! Hahahahhahaa....

2010-03-03T05:31:00.000-08:00

Added one more song to my music play list.
Yesterday once more
It has a really beautiful lyrics.. Do hope u all will lyk it!
The past is always precious.

Here s the lyrics..Enjoy!

Yesterday once more

When I was young

I'd listen to the radio

Waitin' for my favorite songs

When they played I'd sing along

It made me smile.

Those were such happy times

And not so long ago

How I wondered where they'd gone

But they're back again

Just like a long lost friend

All the songs I loved so well.

Every Sha-la-la-la

Every Wo-o-wo-o

Still shines

Every shing-a-ling-a-ling

That they're startin' to sing's

So fine.

When they get to the part

Where he's breakin' her heart

It can really make me cry

Just like before

It's yesterday once more.

Lookin' back on how it was

In years gone by

And the good times that I had

Makes today seem rather sad

So much has changed.

It was songs of love that

I would sing to then

And I'd memorize each word

Those old melodies

Still sound so good to me

As they melt the years away.

Every Sha-la-la-la

Every Wo-o-wo-o

Still shines

Every shing-a-ling-a-ling

That they're startin' to sing's

So fine.

All my best memories

Come back clearly to me

Some can even make me cry.

Just like before

It's yesterday once more.

Alright! Tml is my last paper for year 2! Wish me luck!
Will be back soon! =D

2010-02-21T09:11:00.000-08:00

I DUN WANT TO REVISE!
I HATE EXAM some more its after CNY!
No mood to study AT ALL!
HURR HURR!!
SIAN BIG BIG TIME!
I think i will be scoring quite badly for this time! OH NO!
T.T
Ok lah...Shall stop my grumbling now!
Revision time =D
Wish me luck in all my papers YEA!
BUAI~

Im officially a BOOKWORM now! Bleauk <=(
HAHAHA!

2010-02-11T16:50:00.000-08:00

Gong Hei Gong Hei Fuat Choi ah!
Chinese new year is ard the corner!!
Y-E-A-H! *Arms flying in the air*
I should be studying for my paper ltr but the CNY atmosphere is too overwhelming!!!
I can see so many fruits tidbits and sweets on my table *Drooling*
My house is full of bright colours now (Yellow, red, blue and pink)
My mum is so crazy over yellow recently.
She thinks that yellow brings fortune to her.
Seriously! WTH! >=(
I dun really lyk yellow & now my bedsheets, wall, couch etc. are all yellow! Oh man!
Yellow Yellow dirty fellow! Disgusting~
Hope CNY will be fun! I will gamble and drink till SIAO!
Hahahaha...
Alright! I shall make a move first.
BYE and happy CNY! MUACKS!
BA KWA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-30T10:46:00.001-08:00

Hey hey! Im back again.
So fast rite?
Cus I have a thing to share w yaw urgently!!!
Last wed was our dodge ball match.
Unfortunately, we met a 'guy' who wore pink and with a kuku one-wing hair style.
I swear I had nv meet anyone more bastardrado than him..
Goin to show yaw our male lead today...
*drum s roll*
Let's welcome kang cheng! (Backside) Ahahahaha! WOops =X

"Throw ball at you ah! Ima sexy biatch cus I bit my lips"

"Oi! Why nv hit anyone?"

"Nvm.. I use my kang cheng (backside) technique. This time sure hit ge shi ge ba ge*

"AH! So embarrassing. No one gt hit by my sexay backside power."
"Now my mouth smells so eww.. Hmph! Dun lyk u all" *Stomp his feet.

Due to this game people gt so vulgar. Look at peng peng. Wad is she pting ah?
Hahahaha...

Eh...Dun lyk tt lei...Tsk...Jie jie alrdy let u all win liao. Still nt enuf ah?

Hahaha....
SOo funny.
Eh...Look at ur face lah...U sure think its funny too..

I noe Im bad to post this up.
But SO WAD? u think I care?
Curse me if u wan! Lalalalalalalala...
You still a bastardrado!!! Mua ha ha ha ha ha...

2010-01-29T21:11:00.001-08:00

Hello peep.
Im sorry to make u all worry.
Im fine. Things are getting better.
I had no way to vent my frustration so I wrote those posts.
Yep. So pls do not ask me anymore qn.
I jus dun wan to rake things up...Yea.. Thanks.
I will update agn soon..So see yaw. =)

2010-01-25T10:27:00.000-08:00

My life is very 'happening' now.
There are just too many things waiting for me to settle.
When I tot storms had gone new hurricane came.
Sometimes I just hope I am not that strong and brave to others.
I want to give up
I want to cry
I want to avoid every probs..
But I hate to be a weakling.
I jus can't allow myself to tear infront of her.
I have to put up a brave front though im breaking down.
My chest hurt so much..so much so that I can feel the pain even when im breathing.

Bring her back PLEASE. I love her.

2010-01-12T20:57:00.000-08:00

Im here! Miss me?
Bad things happen one after another..
Kinda unhappy in a way still happy dunnoe how to describe my feelin
Im so afraid of pickin up calls so afraid
Afraid he will call.. afraid that I will make a wrong decision..
Why do u call?!
Seriously its been yrs why can't u let go?
Its jus a promise a small little promise & im sorry to break it
Its alrdy broken since e day we parted..
Pls! Im beggin u let go of me..
Wheneva Im ready to leave this circle u are always there to hold me down
I need to leave now! I couldn't take this anymore!
No matter how strong I am Im still a girl!
Wheneva I thought of our past I can still feel the sharp pain in my heart
I tried to cry but den I realised I have no more tear in my eyes
Breathless!
I noe u will be readin this so pls stop lookin for me
I had tried my best to avoid u & pls do e same to me! PLEASE!
I dun wish to receive any reply from u.
Jus GO AWAY!

2010-01-07T10:09:00.000-08:00

Hi guys!
It will be a quick update of my current situation.
Met up with jinxiang jus now..Though its not a very fruitful and long meetup i jus love meetin up w her! Its always great to meet up w my gfs.
Very busy...Rushin for projs bla bla bla jus no life for now...Sian Big Time!
Jus gt back my laptop it look so new! Not only its appearance looks new its stomach is empty. All my datas and documents were gone! OMG.. Sian Bigger Time!
Its a mth & Im still coughin.. Sian Bloody bigger Time!
My TV spoilt can't catch any show now.. Sian Shitty Bloody Bigger Time!
Many things had happened people are gettin insane everythin is out of cntrl but im still very happy while e rest are sad love to watch live shows OH NO! Im gettin more sadistic.. Hee hee hee..
At e meantime I realised many things and roughly noe how the world works! *Eye-openin*
I love my life you love my life everyone is lovin my life...
I dislyk ppl usin FML
U can nv fuck ur life..Comeon.. -.-
I hate green.
Bye.

2009-12-13T20:25:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO!
Christmas is comin..
The video below is specially made for this festival!!!
Enjoy~

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

2009-12-11T06:20:00.000-08:00

Traumatize day!
It was suppose to be a happy and nice day but it turns out...HAIS!
I had nv shivered like this before. So embarrassing!!
They took down everythin!! ASSSSSS..
More update in my next post.
Jus a traumatize day..

2009-12-01T07:10:00.000-08:00

6 more days to MST!

I have started on MR one chpt. Yay!
What...At least I have started on my revision..Though it s only a chpt. Heeh!
Everyone seems so hardwoking and stress..
Im so paranoid, Arghh...

Aim: Gettin good result without much studyin =X

NS sucks.
One and a half day a week.
A word SIAN describe everythin Im havin now! PUI!

2009-11-22T19:26:00.000-08:00

OH NO!!!!!!!
Im extraordinary BUSY now!
My life is fill with projects projects projects and nothing but projects!
Soon 2 more weeks is MST! EXAMS!
So my life is going to fill with revision revision revision and nothing but papers! @#@@$%#^%R^$*^*&U*(*(^(*^*^##$$@$

Why others only take 2 to 3 papers and log peep have to take 5 papers! ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......

P.E.R.S.E.V.E.R.E!

After this thurs will be a short term freedom!
Yipee! Yay Yay.

Goin to do my PROJECTS now! BUAI!

2009-11-20T06:39:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU!

Muacks!

2009-11-07T01:53:00.001-08:00

- Pencil case spoilt.
- Got splashed by some shit and rainwater mixing.
- Lap top crashed.
- Many more happened.

I had bumped onto EVIL!
OMG!
What am I gona to do?!
SUAY things kept occuring..
Amitable...

2009-11-03T06:40:00.000-08:00

Yo everyone!
Here s a quick update of my life.

School has been really bad!
Dunnoe if it because of my health or whatsoever I started to have a very depress and bad feeling about school.
I dread going school everyday.
I dislike my class.
Honestly, I can't understand why most of my classmates are behaving in hypocritical ways.
They always talk behind each other back aggressively.
When I describe it as aggressive I really mean it.
And they still can act as if they very 'friend-friend' when they hated each other like SO MUCH.
Well...Just let it be..I noe!
But u noe e tension is seriously darn tense!
Im not that kind of good actor/actress like them.
I can't get myself involve in this kinda env. Hais..
Its like everyday I can hear the same sentences with different stories going on in class.
'I hate him'
'I don't like the way she does things'
'I just simply find him disgusting'
All in all, my class isn't a class. It a war field..Many will die and some may manage to survive.

Alright, I shall end it here.
Lets talk about friendship in my next post!
Till then. =)

2009-10-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

Yo guys! Its me again!
So hows your week ppl?
Mine was good..

Anw do you guys feel that the world we are living in is really very darn small?
Jus a random thought..
To me the world is astonishingly small.
No doubt that Singapore the little tiny bit of red dot is much much more smaller. Well...I may sound too exaggerating but it s a fact rite?

Hmmm.. Alright alright.. Let's change topic.
Im going to dedicate this post to one of my friend (JJ).
Brother I dunnoe if this will help but by taking a look is no harm rite? Haha.. Topic: Ten ways to lose a girl.
Basically, it s a guys' SHOULD NOT do list.
I shall now jot down my top ten 'NONO' for guys (Base on my own interest)
*In descendant order*

1oth: Ungentle-man
Guys do take note that girls really enjoy gentlemanly services from you all. Eg. Open the door for the ladies. Isn't it a simple task? Just a little sweet move from yaw will melt us alright?! Hahaha..

9th: Childishness
Childish regards to both behavior and thinking.
We need a mature man to guide us along in relationship path not a kid to create problems for us alright?! Note: Acting cute isn't a childish behavior. Sometimes it s really good to have a bf acting like a kid to earn a little attention from us but please if you want to do it do it in privacy NOT in public!!!
Thinking childishly is a killer to girl!
You know sometimes we need a voice to confirm our decision or to provide us with some GOOD suggestions. If you cant provide us with any ideas then keep your mouth shut! Moral support is more than enough. Sentences like "no matter what you do I'll support you" and "Im behind your back" are good enough.

8th: Unhygienic
Being clean and smell good is VERY important!! (This is for both genders.) Foul smelling and soiled looking is really a completely turn off! I can tell you even if your other half is deeply in love with you, the feeling will NOT last long. How to have body contact with someone who smell like SH*T? How to introduce you to others when you look like SH*T? Its very easy to look clean and smell good just remember to bath, brush teeth, drink more water, wash your clothes and bla bla bla... If after doing all these you still smell bad or you smell bad easily you can always put some perfume or deodorant (get it at any mart nearby).

7th: Hot headed
Yes! Man should have a little temper but getting too agitated easily is too much. You think by doing so will impress girls? No! Whenever I see guys throwing temper, bull image will flash across my mind. A bull is just like cow but they are crazier, dumber and more nonsensical. All in all, a guy losing their control over a small matter is very foolish.

6th: Long winded
I don't know whether it imply on any other girls but I hate guys who are long-winded. I know its out of concern but PLEASE!! I already have a mummy at home I don't want another outside. Talkative guys suck too! Jus let my ears rest for a while more will you?! NO! They won't!!! They will keep talking and talking even you have already stop reacting to their words. Nuisance! ARGHH!!! I prefer quiet and talk-less guys.

5th: No own mind set
"HUH? I don't know lei. You decide where to eat lah."
"Shall we sit here or there? There looks better lei. Ai ya! Sit here better lah hor." "Let's go out tomorrow lei...You decide where to go okay.."
Seriously...One big tight slap for you.
Normally I will reply, "Bye bye! Don't call back again"
If you guys want to date a girl please do some planning first before asking!
To show more sincerity please please please plan for the whole date!
THANKS!

4th: Boaster
So what if you are as good as what you had told us?
I know you guys just want to be our pride and joy.
However, the ugly fact is guys whom are modest are always more charming.
It is worse when you try to show off something untrue to us..We will feel very disgusted.
Just try to be shy and humble with your succession.

3rd: Stingy
It s always good to be thrifty but not stingy. Being too calculative will definitely make us loathe you to the max.
Worse! We may not even want to be friend with you (not even hi-bye friend).
So guys please be more generous when you are meeting a girl.
This point is very crucial in any relationship.

2nd: Flirtatious
We hate flirtay! Since you only interested in us and ready to further our relationship then what for you still flirt with other girls? Hahaha..
Guys if you really want to flirt please do behind the your girls' backs.
And most importantly don't leave any trace behind after flirting..
If theres sms delete it..
If theres letter burn it..
If theres gift throw it..
Cus if the girl found out you are flirting with other girls it will be end of the world!!
So be smarter next time.

1st: Ignorant yet love to act smart
If you don't know please don't act as if you know and you are very proud of it.
I actually happened to meet this guy.
He is good looking and nice.
BUT..He really love to act smart.
"Do you know how to make this web site colour to red?" I asked.
By then my web site is almost done.
"Yes..Yes! I know. Very easy one..Just click here paste there and cut here..EH?!" He replied.
My whole screen went blank!! 0.0 *Jaw drop!*
Luckily i saved the file and when I restarted my com it was fine..WHEW! Seriously! Everything like a you know you know..
Yea yea yea..
So next time if you guys really have no idea what we are talking abt jus say
"YOU DON'T KNOW!"

Alright, I have listed my ten ways to lose a girl. What's yours? SPILL! As for my fren I have been busy with my work lately so can't help you much den but I do hope this will help you a little.. TATA..

2009-10-20T00:20:00.000-07:00

Im back again!
As promised Im gg to discuss with you peep abt cyber perverts.

I have been logging in 'TAG' recently.
& I had received thousands of emails from unknown guys.
Most of the mails were seeking friendship.
While the rest were seeking for sex.
Which made me think that guys are really desperate for sex nowadays.
Well..I had been ignoring those mails regardless it was for friendship or sex.
But I decided to reply Timothy's mail.
Because he made me felt really uncomfortable.

In his FIRST mail he already wanted me to sleep with him in return of $120.
WAD THE HELL!
Do i look lyk a prostitute?!
And I only worth $120!!!

I ignored his mail initially.
He did not give up!
He kept sending mails regard to sex.
I was really pissed!
So I lured him to send me his photo.
He really did! STUPID GUY!
Below was what I had said to him after receiving his photo.

" First of all, I have never been interested in this transaction. I just want you to send me your bloody ugly photo so I can show the whole wide world how disgusting you are. Don't blame me! Cus you messed with the wrong girl. Learn your lesson BARBARIAN ! Do respect the girls! Im gona report you here and block you FOREVER. So there's no need for you to reply this mail cus Im unable to receive it. AWw.. I feel SO sorry for you =) "

I know I sounded really bitchy.
Haha! Tts me alright?
And as what I had said Im gona to show all of you his pic here.
I don't care if it s really mean.
I hate guys who dun respect girls!
You got to taste your own mistake.
So guys around of applause to welcome Timothy the ASSHOLE.

*Clap clap*

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From this post,
I hope that the girls will be stronger so we won't get bully easily.
STAND UP girls! Hahaha..
For guys I do hope you all will respect the girls..We aren't so weak as you thought.
Lastly, I dun mind making frens.
But I mind being followed and picking up prank calls.

Anw I had set up a blogshop. Do visit and support!
just-shop-lar.blogspot.com

2009-10-17T01:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my last day of work.
YES! Im still alive. Manage to pull through for those 2 weeks!
This time round Im more able to get involve in the environment.
But doesn't mean Im use to everything there.

I had taken some photos of the office.
You will definitely understand my situation after browsing these photos below.

Look at these files under my table. I couldn't straighten my legs when I was doing work!

How dangerous if they topple down!!

Imagine yourself working with those bulky files around you. X(Im 'a head' taller than those files.
Killer files!!! ARGH!

On the other note, school is reopening next monday.
And I have yet enjoy my holiday.
So Im gona let myself enjoy a week holiday *no school for me*
Cus I find first week of school is nonsensical.
Normally we have no lesson in the first week.
We will be asked to leave early after a little introduction of modules. SOo sian!
I might as well stay at home and relax.
YEAH!
I guess I will be blogging for the next few days?
To clear away those dust gathered on my blog during the days of work.
And for your information I will be discussing cyber perverts in my next post.
So stay tune. =)

2009-10-02T00:25:00.000-07:00

Oh NO!
Im goin back to law firm to work agn.
Cus the new permanent staff cnt take it too.. Haha.
The thing is I actually agreed to go back.
Hais..Can't blame *Im a MONEY face $$*
Jus tahan for 2 more weeks!
Yes! I can do it.
Feel kinda upset now.
But better than no work. *No work = no income = no shoppin*
I had been lyk lazin at hme for e past few days.
Was super free and happy.
Ai ya..Wadeva.
Shall update yaw more on my job soon..

Anw tml will be mid Autumn festival!!!
SOo excited for it!!
Gona play fireworks, candles and lantern.
AND most importantly eat the yummy MOONCAKES!
HEEHEE!!
Goin Lam Soon tml for some games and lucky draw.
Y-E-A-H!!
You noe wad?
Wheneva I think of mid Autumn festival I will definitely think of HuiMin.
Seriously secondary school life effected me alot!
Haha...Traumatize.

Alrighty,
I wish everyone to have a GREAT Huimin's Day! WOops =X
and a happy children day!
BUAI~
Gona eat my bro's sweets now!!
Hee heehee..

2009-09-28T06:20:00.000-07:00

Today isn't a good day for both of my bros.
They fell sick.
One of them is still havin a promo paper tml.
Kinda worry for him.
He didn't do well for today's paper cus he was vomitin throughout his exam.
& we went to a 24h clinic somewhr near cck cntrl station (first time visiting).
Cus unfortunately our family doc had somethings on.
This clinic sucks! I mean it.
After consumin their medicine my bro's eyes swell lyk mad.
His eyes were as swell as half an egg?
SOo freaked out when I saw his eyes!
Hence, we quickly sent him back to e clinic.
The doctor actually said she dunnoe wad had happened to him!!
Wad kind of reply was that?!
So we contacted our family doctor (luckily this time he was free).
& it happened that my bro was sensitive to their medicine & they kinda 'overdose' my bro.
Whateva it is I hope he will feel better by tml & will be able to take his LAST paper.
Hes lyk a SWAY to fall sick before his last paper lah.
Good luck bro and get well soOn broS!
Muacks! Love yaw lots.
Oh ya! If you dun wan to be a goldfish you all better beware before enterin a clinic!

2009-09-27T07:17:00.000-07:00

Thy 3Ls in life!

Since Im jobless at e moment I will LIVE my life to e fullest.
Have fun meet ups with gfs and LAUGH my lungs out.
Lastly, LOVE my babies more!

My current goal for this holiday is shoppin ALONE!
I lyk shoppin alone.
When there s nobody stoppin you from spendin.
When you can walk at your own favourite pace.
When you...blablablabla
Theres so much more to say.
PS. Doesn't mean I dun lyk to shop w my gfs. Haha..

First stop-BUGIS VILLAGE.
Next few stops will be listed later! Haha..

Afterwhich I will need to go back to Concord Pri for relief teachin and Synovate co. for admin job.
SOo sian...
Update yaw soOn~

2009-09-25T22:21:00.000-07:00

Hey guys sorry for nt updatin.
Was busy with work.
Dun really lyk this job..
Luckily they found a permanent staff taking over me.
Super happy!
Alright, lets discuss more details of my job.
I was working in a law firm situated in orchard.
Not gg to mention it's name here. Too afraid that they will charge me as Libel.
The office is very small (3 rooms) and its packed with many documents.
"Am I in wrong place?" I asked myself when I first entered the office.
It looks soO 'garang guni'
Totally different from wad I had expected.
I always thought that a law firm is spacious and nicely renovated.
Or at least e environment must be neat and clean.
No no no! I cnt even walk or sit properly.
Their files and papers are lying all ard!
How can they work in sucha environment?
Btw, I only have 2 colleagues (Uncle and aunty).
Both of them are above 55 years old.
Still mingling ard the menopause period.
They love to mumble loudly to themselves when they're working.
They love to make loud noises lyk 'TSK TSK TSK TSAK TSAK HAIS HAIS SIAN!!' for every seconds.
They love to raise their voice at one another for a little matter. (Even to their boss)
All in all, they jus get really agitated easily.
Well...I still can tolerate with all those nonsenses they made above.
The only thing I cnt tolerate is they love to go back on their words.
Lets take an example that happened on me.
I need to open all letters that had mailed to us.
However, not all letters can be opened by me.
So it happened that a letter that mailed to us was to a person that was not in our company.
I went to ask the aunty who was it for.
She said, "Oh.. It s for boss's husband. You can open it! Can open one."
I re-confirmed with her once more before I opened the letter.
So when I handed e letter to my boss.
The boss shouted at me in front of the aunty for opening it!
The hell was, she right away change her sentence.
"Ya lor. I tell her not to open already. Why you still open?"
She dared to question me!!!
SHOCKED.
I have nv come cross with this kind of person before. NEVA!
I kept quiet and accepted it.
From then onwards, I tend to protect myself by writing down her 'instructions'.
But it seems not working. This kind of incidents still happened afew times before I left.
There were more nonsensical incidents that had happened.
Too lazy to jot them all down here.
Want to noe more? Ask me personally!! Hahaha...

Now lets share some photos peh~ and I took on the GFs' met up!
*Peh~ dun kill me! PLEASE*

Wish me luck for my 2 re-test results!
BUAI BUAI~~

2009-09-06T20:07:00.000-07:00

This is a MUST watch video.
It s only 5 secs.
If Im nt wrong he s some Korean politic leader.
SUPER funny.
It will definitely make your day.
Rem to switch on your vol.
I kept rewinding the video to watch it over and over agn.

2009-09-05T22:16:00.000-07:00

Girls! Here s about our LOVELY meetup!
We will be meeting on this wed (9/9/09) *Ain't the date s coOl?*
Destination: CCK control station
Time: 5:00 PM
Attire: Anything you like *I think we gg take photo*
Event:
1. Dine at Pizza hut
2. Girls' talk
3. Photo session
4. Game time!!!! * suggested by chichi =X*
Note: Please inform me if there s any probs or questions ASAP!!!

Muacks! Love yaw lots.
See yaw all soOn..

For you whylot!!!
Nothing's gona change my love for you
if i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now
touch me now
i don't want to live without you
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you
if the road ahead is not so easy,
our love will lead the way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have to change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too

2009-09-04T05:38:00.000-07:00

Many people love to ask me a series of common qns.
'How do u look lyk in e past?'
'Do you look so arrogant/fierce/cold when you are young?'
'How much have you change over these years?'
'I really want to know more about your childhood.'
Above are some examples of the qns.
Well, I dun understand why some of u are interested in my past.
But Im willing to share here.
Cautious: Lengthy post!!!

I really love my mum alot. Ain't she beautiful?

Now you noe why some girls are attracted to me? Oh boy! I look jus lyk a boy.

My dad. His hand is really rough(texture).
I used to hate his hands when I was young. =X
You noe, when he cuddled you..OUCH!

COCKY!
As to the qn, Yea..I started to look arrogant since i was born.

I love to cry alot in e past.
Only mum can cheer me up den. =D

I had my 'square hat' already.

My little brother is really cute.
Now & den.

Yes! That is me (Top right hand corner)

I am the in the middle top row.

OMG! Unglam pic. Took by my classmates.
I think I was pri 5 back den.

This is on my 11st birthday!
Look how happy I was.

When I was Pri 4.
Tall, huge and mature looking..yea?

Took it on one of my performance.
My make-up was really thick lyk hell.

HAHAHA! Dun be frightened.
This was how i looked lyk when I was sec one.

Okay...Stop laughin. I noe its funny.
My mum forced me to wear her dress & take picture in this pose with all the balloons and all..

After gg through all these above.
Did some of them answer to your qns?

All in all, my childhood is wonderful.
I love them and cherish them alot.
Bye.

2009-09-03T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hello guys!
My tagboard is back as promise.
Pls leave your nicest comment here. Thanks!

Im getting better.
So no worries yea?
I had skipped 2 papers sial~
Took MC hope can retake.

And I really love this song.

Alrightie, till next time.

2009-08-30T00:23:00.000-07:00

IM DOWN WITH GASTRIC FLU!
Skippin tml's paper.

2009-08-28T22:44:00.000-07:00

My blog is screwed up.
So gona to fix it after papers.

Im gona to be a faker jus for once.
Pls cherish before i blow my top, ASS!

2009-08-26T10:34:00.000-07:00

Don't look back the past is never good enough
Don't look up you won't find answers in the clouds.
Don't look down you'll hit the wall in no time.
Look in front you'll find the route you want.
BUT cautious! Look left & rite for cars! Traffic RULES mind you!

Okay...For the little message below will be in Chinese.
Not tt im racist.
I jus find it really funny and meaningful.
I will not translate cus i really dunoe how to.

女人就好比梨，外甜内酸。
吃梨的人不知道梨的心是酸的。
因为吃到最后就把心给扔掉了。
所以男人从来不懂女人的心。

男人就好比洋葱。
想看到男人的心，就需要一层一层去剥。
但是你再剥的过程中会不断地流泪。
剥到最后才知道原来洋葱是没有心的。

2009-08-23T04:26:00.000-07:00

I prefer to stay in my own world.
I will look at anything in my own view.
I will judge everything in my own rules.
I will move with my own flow.

Maybe many cnt understand and agree with me.
Some may even dislike me.

But wadeva it is..
I like it this way.

So pls stop asking me to change.
Reason is very simple;
BECAUSE THIS IS ME.

2009-08-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

OH NO! Im sick.
I can't afford to get sick now! Not now!!
I can't revise when im drowsy after medicine.
I can't concentrate on my upcomin papers when im sneezin and sneezin throughout.

WAD e HECK!

Im so afraid it s H1N1.
Dun feel lyk seein a doc again.
I jus lyk a see him few days back.
But wadeva it is im gona see him ltr.
So SICK. I feel so WEAK.
Hurr hurr...
Pray really hard that i will recover by tues.

2009-08-21T08:20:00.000-07:00

Hey Im here agn!
Jus for a short while.
After readin my post ytd chichi shared w me how to settle blogger's prob.
You jus simply need to press cntrl F5 and.... here you go a tame blogger!
So everyone please thank chi hoon for sharin dis little tip.
She save many of our day!
THANK YOU chichi our heroine!!!
Hahaha... Muacks!
Till den~

2009-08-20T17:38:00.000-07:00

I dunnoe wads wrong with blogger.
Sometime it is alright still 'bloggable' but MOST of e time it is down! Ass..
Well...for now it is nice enough for me to blog a little.
It will be GEMs test ltr.. Few more hrs to go.
I hope i can pass so i dun need to re-take it agn!
Wish me luck!
As for self defense, lets talk abt it after my exams. =)) PROMISE!
6 weeks holiday! Im comin!!! Can't wait for HOLIDAY!
Alrightie! Shall blog soon but depend on blogger's situation.
Good luck to me. Good luck to all my frens.
Its 7th month!
Take care YEA~~~~ WOo woOo wOooOo.. spOoky!!!

2009-08-19T12:08:00.000-07:00

BLOGGER SUCKS!

2009-08-15T00:11:00.000-07:00

I have been very 'blurr' recently..
Below are some evidences.

Evidence 1:

I fell down last friday with no particular reason. I didn't trip on anythin.. I didn't noe tt i fell & injured myself. I jus black out and regain conscious within 5 secs?

Good thing is dis incident made me changed my thinkin towards one of my classmates. Oh ya! Thanks everyone for rushin down to help.

Evidence 2:

I hit my wound agn and agn and agn and agn and agn... More than 3 times?
& my wound gt worsen..I needa see a doc to suck out all e pus and blood.

Its quite painful when needle pricked into ur yet healin wound.

my wound turns black after which..Very ugly!!
Now it s so itchy!!

Evidence 3:
I burnt my fingers (Index and middle) while pourin HOT water into my cup noodle.

Evidence 4:
Ytd when Im singin an unknown Chinese song in CMCC I went out of tune!!!!
SUPER paiseh.. Hais!!! It was soO shockin. Sorry yea CMCC ppl.. Haha!

Evidence 5:
I accidentally deleted my tagboard!!! Haha.. Will put it up agn. When im free.

I think there were more evidences but i can't recall any now..
So yea...tts abt it!!!
Im a GUNDU HEAD!!!

I think there are many perverts nowadays!!!
Or many ppl out of their mind?
GALS take care yea?!
We shall discuss more self-defence in e next post? If i have time lah... LOLS!

Alrightie! BUAI! TAKE CARE!

2009-08-10T12:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Enjoy ur day.

Will update soon =))